the hidden secrets.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

so happy today... travelled in da da da da jie's (qiuyan darling.. =P) car today.. first time she driving us for a spin.. hmm.. set off from her house, then to her bro's stead house to fetch her.. brought her to jurong point to meet her bro... then we oso alight.. went to take photos.. haha.. so cute...~ then from there we went to bbdc, sent xian there for her practical lesson.. heehee..~ late.. cos we went out late from jp...~ =P the wanted to tag her car from behind.. but we lost track of her.. didn't get to do it anyway...~ waited for her... but no dign of her car anywhere.. haha..~ waited for nothing along the roadside... then yan sent xia home.. then me..~ hmm... power lehz...~ of course she power, cos she's our da da da da jie mahz...~ =P

before that, was waiting for xian at lot one.. me, xia and yan went to eat suki sushi.. hmm, i really dunno if i had offended that waiter in suki sushi.. so many times i went there, he always must 'diao; me one.. i oso dunno y.. i'm not being too sensitive.. cos everytime he do that, other people who noticed it too... first was my sis saw.. then today was yan...~ hmm, perhaps i juz offended him in some ways or another...~?? so qi guai...~ haiz.. never mind.. anyway. he really has got an attitude problem.. cos xian hates him too...~ =P yeah...~! kekez... =X

well.. i got to know something today... xuan fu told me... i'm not good enough for him...~ haiz.. as i've said before.. i know i'm not pretty enough for him.. and not suitable for him.. all these i know.. so.. how hard i wish i could be pretty.. so hard i wish i could be better looking... haiz.. juz too bad for me i guess...~ i'm still missing him.. i really do.. but there's really nothing i can do.. really really nothing.. all i can do is to day dream... and alwayz have wishful thinking and fat hopes...~ ='( i can alwayz like in silence i guess..~ i still haven prepare to give up yet.. as long as he doesn't know, it's ok and fine for me... =) haha.. dunno.. perhaps.. maybe i could wait for someone else to come along..? i still dunno.. and i really dunno.. i'm happy and contented today as i know i always have my darlings for me...~ don think of him juz for today.............. =P
procrastinated. 7:24 AM

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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