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Friday, February 25, 2005

hmmm... well. i slacked at home almost the whole day.. okie.. first of all, i really must mention that i woke up at 5am in the morning today...~! my mum woke up at 5am, went to the toilet, the door slammed hard right beside my ears... argh.. having real pms early EARLY in the morning... haha..~ i think she was just being careless..~ then my sis woke up at 5.30am, she abandoned me last night and went to sleep in the air con room with my mum and i slept alone in the master bed room...~ early in the morning she woke up, brought her pillows and blankets back, slammed it real hard beside me...~ argh...~ and that bolster right on my face.. ok, i understand that she just woke up and is really reluctant for her school's X-country event at macritchie at 8 am... argh..~ ok, i thought i could sleep well already.. cos they leaving house at 6am... then at about 5.50am, my sis's hp rang.. she picked up and spoke so loud... juz like right beside me..?? haizZz...~ so sad..~ hmm.. never mind.. cos they are leaving house already..~ sweet dreams to me...~!! heehee... =P no no no no no...~~~~! not so fortunate...~ 6.15am... the house phone rang soooOooo long.. argh.. i'm not gonna pick it i told myself.. i pretended to sleep.. it continued to ring...~ my grandma picked it anyway.. she came running into my room shouting at me, waking me up in a hurry...~ guess wat...?? i gotta bring a file for my cousin, she left it at my house last night and forgot to bring it back home.. she needs it for school, all her assignments inside, consent forms and stuffs lahz...~ i hugged that file, can't even see my way properly, went downstairs to wait for my uncle's car to appear...~ yAwnzZzz....~~ @.@
yea...~ came back can sleep already right...? lay on bed... aH tiNg aHz...~~ aRgh...~! yAwnZz..~! my grandma ask me accompany her to eat breakfast.. hmm.. ah ma call already, i never like to reject her..~ i went with her anyway... then came back.. can sleep already right...? wushful thinking..~ like i said i never rejected my grandma.. never had i rejected my auntie oso.. they ask me go ten mile junction the Sheng song supermarket with them.. can say no mehz..? cannot...~ go lohz.... dunno how to explain.. though i went on my own accord, i could have rejected.. but i really was tormented for the whole morning...~ then after that took lrt to lot one.. walk walk, wait for my sis to come from macritchie reservoir.. took lunch and went home..~
ok, needless to say, i came home bathe and slept...~ soundless sleep until xian and xia msg me.. i didn't purposely don wan to reply... but too tired to even wake up to pick up phone.. till xian called me.. that ringtone i know is from my darlings.. but dunno who lahz... haiz..lay on bed a while more then see the miss call.. xian called.. she wan me go out with her.. ireally can't... i'm shagged...~ xian, i'm really sorry wor..~ really can't make it..~ then xia oso msg me saying she very extra at the pageant thingy held in nyp.. hmm... sorry xia.. oso feeling sorry that i should have agreed to go with u yesterday... dui bu qi...~

missing yan.. like many days never see you wor...~ project important.. but muz tk care oso kk..? waiting for u to watch white noise together ahz..~ hee...

missing ezah oso..~ perhaps really busy with stuffs.. tk care too..~ =)

hmm. of course.. in this hectic and slacking day.. i really didn't think of him much...~ i hope everyday is lidat.. so that i can make myself not think of him...~ hee... =)

today.. hmm... happy...? maybe.. heehee.. i did have an enjoyable time watching tv at home.. so many nice shows i love.. heehee...~ happy bahz...~ yeap.. =) but still.. sorry to xian, and xia...~


heEheE.. to mY daRLinGs...~ =P
procrastinated. 11:35 PM

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
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Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

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