the hidden secrets.

Monday, February 21, 2005

i live in my world today... i live thru it.. and smiled thru the pains...~ =)

on this particualr day, i swore to become prettier.. to become beautiful.. to be very very slender... i realised i can get nowhere... wil be nowhere.. can never find the missing part in life... i don wish to find that missing part but wait for the missing part to be here to make my simple life closer to perfect...~ who don wish to be pretty..? who don wish to be slender...? i do.. i really do wish i can be...~ and i really do wish i'm prettier...~ only then i wouldn't have to lurve in pain... only then i'd have the confidence to tell him how i feel... he may not know.. and may never know.. but if ever he knows, i hope i'm a more 'qualified' girl in front of him...~ haha... wishful thoughts again...~ hopeful thinking again...~ haiz... soBzZz.... ='(
procrastinated. 5:40 PM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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