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Thursday, March 10, 2005

i'm irritated.. i'm really irritated... it's a stupid idiotic day... everyone is against me... rather.. i just let everyone think i'm useless...~ useless bum... stop asking me why i quit jc.. yahz.. i quit.. i quit long ago.. i'm useless okie..? everyone out there reading this blog.. read carefully... YES.. I'VE DROPPED OUT OF JC.. I DROPPED HALF WAY.... I'M USELESS... I CANNOT MAKE IT.. FINE..? HAPPY EVERYONE..? SO STOP ASKING ME WHY.. COS I'M USELESS PURELY USELESS...~! OKIE...???!!!??? I JUST HOPE EVERYONE OUT THERE READING THIS BLOG.. READING THIS ENTRY TO PASS ON THIS MESSAGE... JOYCE.. HAD QUIT JC HALF WAY... DIDN'T GET TO COMPLETE HER A'LEVELS....
FOR ALL THE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO DUNNO WHY THE BLOODY HELL I QUIT JC... STOP THINKING I DON HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE AND POWER TO DO SO...~! COS I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER THAN ANYONE OF U OUT THERE... IT'S JUZ THAT I FACED SO MANY FAMILY PROBLEMS...~! NOW U ALL KNOW WHY...! STOP ASKING ME WH Y I AM NOT IN NUS.. NTU... SIM.. OR SMU... I CAN'T.. I CAN'T BE THERE.. HAPPY...??? BLESS THAT I DIDN'T TAKE MY A'S COS IF I DID.. ONE MORE PERSON WOULD NOT HAVE MADE IT TO THE UNIVERSITY...~!!! LEAVE THE FUCK OUT OF ME...~! FUCKINLY LEAVE ME ALONE WITH ALL THESE QUESTIONS STARTING FROM NOW...
IF ANYONE COULD STILL CONTINUE TO DO WELL IN HER STUDIES WHEN SHE GETS TO KNOW HER DAD IS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER.. AND IS GOING TO DIE ANYTIME... AND SHE COULD STILL SCORE WELL, SHE'S CRUEL.. SHE HAS NO FEELINGS.. I DROPPED... COS MY DADDY LEFT ME.. I HAD NO FINANCIAL SUPPORT...I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO ANYMORE... I LOST MY GUARDIAN ANGEL IN LIFE.. NOW GET IT...??? FUCKINGLY STOP ASKING ME WHY.. AND STOP BEING SARCASTIC AND THINK THAT I AM A SHAME....~!!! LEAVE ME ALONE...~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND IF ANYONE READING THIS BLOG IS THINKING THAT I BLUFFED ALL THESE.. FINE WITH ME..~! COS MANY ARE THINKING I MADE STORIES.. I MADE EXCUSES TO CURSE MYSELF...~ YAHZ YAHZ YAHZ.. THINK ALL U WAN...~! WAIT TILL UR PRECIOUS ONE LEAVE AND U KNOW NOTHING IS GOOD IN LIFE ANYMORE...~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE WITH ALL THESE... PLEASE..? I BEG EVERYONE...? please... ='( ='( ='(
procrastinated. 10:28 PM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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