the hidden secrets.

Friday, March 11, 2005

i'm sorry my frenz.. my palz.. and to everyone who is reading my blog.. i was too impulsive yesterday.. too upset and allowed my heart to rule my mind.. so sorry.. it was too rude and crude... my apologies.. i beg everyone's pardon.. =)

life should get back to normal mode now.. heehee.. i'm fine and okie.. thankz for soooo many people out there concerning about me.. and so many to support me and be there for me.. thankz xia darling.. thankz xian darling.. thankz yan darling.. and thankz ezah darling...~! thankz dearest jegan and dearie dearie gayathri... =) thankz ying tao too.. =) i know so many care for me.. so i don have to be bothered people who isn't even in my life.. =) *winkz* i'm fine already.. =) *smoocHiesSs to all of u...~* (=^.^=)v

looking forward to tomorrow.. cos i'll be meeting my darlings.... =)

yesterday was too angry and upset to update something else other than the bad ones... hmm.. went back swensens to return my uniform.. well, fruitful trip.. cos.. i saw boss doing fine after his operation.. saw aunty..~! ever loving, ever warmth...~! hmm.. okie, and i saw..... Chin Nan...~! heehee.. so so so so so happy.. super delighted... extremely extremely happy.. hahah... there's no other words to describe the feeling, except to feel.. happy.. =P heehee.. first when i enter swensens, he didn't tok to me.. then after that me and ying tao went to food court to eat.. then he came.. and said with a bright smile:" can i join..? hahah.." he lloked at me.. i said okie of course..~ hahah... den he and ying tao went to buy food.. when they came back, he sat right beside me.. i could feel my heart racing, thumping loudly.. i could feel the adrenaline rush in me.. gripping my fists tight under the table.. feeling the butterflies flying in my stomach.. i didn;t quite know why i had these feelings, but i only know i am super happy... he talked to me like we didn't had any misunderstandings... i guessed we are fine already..? he's quitting swensens too..he even asked ying tao to ask me the reason why he's quitting.. cos he said i was the best person to know the real reason.. isn't this words sweet..? then... he told me going to where to work.. told me his recent beings.. told me he got no more room to slp cos jinye and his gf one room, his younger sis and her fren one room.. he's gotta slp in the living room.. hahah..~ he's talking to me once again.. in two months time, he ignored me totally.. and now.. i guess i got another friend back... =) yippeeE...~ well, guess the cluds had cleared.. so, we can be good friends again... =) juz feeling happy.. i'm flying without wings.. =P
procrastinated. 10:50 PM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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