the hidden secrets.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

can heaven stop torturing me..? please...? i beg u.. i beg sincerely..~ please let me off.. did i do something to offend u..? or have i not been good..? if i did, do it to me.. find me.. torture me n me only.. leave my family alone.. please...~ ='(
i gotta quit my jc first.. next i have to lose my father... then i cannot get my desired posting to poly.. then now wat..? my grandma is soOooo sick.. very very sick.. i don mind taking care of her.. i don mind being the one to take good care of her in the late nights.. but i wan my effort to be seen.. i don wan her to be getting more sick each day...~ i guess u love torturing me... i really do think u love torturing me.. cos even my grandma is sick.. it seems like she only have two granchildren, me n my sister.. and no one else cared or even bothered to come and see if she's ok...~ don make my grandma sad.. don make her sick.. i beg u...? and i sincerely beg u... please....... don take her away from me... i cannot take all these anymore... stop torturing me.. i'm really tired already... ='(
juz when i think of loving my life.. aprreciating my life.. juz when i tot my life is better.. juz when i learnt to be contented in life... u have to be cruel...~ if u really hate me... take me away.. kill me... or shall i do it myself..?
procrastinated. 6:05 PM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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