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Monday, April 18, 2005

came back from chalet... hmm.. i dun wan to sounds bad, but the chalet was unexpected.. it was boring, it was terrible.. it casted a spell bound fact that we are not going for any sorts of this anymore again.. i dunno if i felt mocked, or i felt ridiculous, or i felt terrible... but everyone left feeling lethargic, not cos of the funs.. but everyone left lethargic, physically and mentally... i could read the signs from everyone's face.. it showed frustrations, it showed irrtaion, it showed tiredness.. no one was happy... including me.. i felt i wasted my time there... ut i did enjoy when i was cycling with xian, xia, yan and ezah.. it was a full attendance day.. =)
i try to live happily, so i try to find the most interesting, most happy times in the event even though it may be very disastrous... ezah darling went home with a sick and tired feeling.. i know wat exactly she is thinking, darling.. don tnk too much.. i'm alwayz here for u.. don brood over it once more.. =) xian and xia.. well, we felt the same.. tired..

after a sleep, i felt better.. =) woke up feeling philosophically great..~

cos as yan and i was on the double bike under the pouring rain, searching for the others for the key.. i realise wat i wanted to find most.. was xian and xia who were also under the rain.. i dunno how they were thinking when they were searching.. but i could be sure that yan and i was more eager to search for them than to find the key... i felt the bond... when we found them, the releashing shout of their names was from the bottom of my heart...~ but cos we were all lethargic to react or anything i didn;t feel this happiness until i woke up after a good slp...

i realised a new philosophy:
A route of many roads leading from nowhere to nothing, once again led me to realise how important u are to me.
It means: i went out aimlessly searching for something i thought i wanted, but in the end i realised wat i was searching for in hard times is not i we thought i want.. but thru the hard times i get to know, it was u gal i wanted to find... it mae me realise how important u all may be in my life.. =) 3 cheers my darlingssss...~ muackiezZz..~!
procrastinated. 1:19 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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