the hidden secrets.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

went out with darling ezah today.. met her 2pm at jj.. actually was planning to go lot 1, but in the end we went to city link mall, suntec city then to bugis to meet xia darling.. accompanied xia buy her bag for itp tml.. jia you xian and xia.. for ur itp tml morning.. =) got home, watched tv, slacked... nothing much to do.. nothing much to comment today.. juz that i'm happie to see ezah darling today.. kekekz...~

oh man...~ i wan to heal from the wound... but it's so painful.. it's still oozing blood.. i wanna get plasters to paster it up and wait for it to heal.. is it possible..? how could i have made myself totally mesmerized into his world..? seriously, the philosophical me, the idealistic me, the realistic me are gone.. oh man.. that's precisely why i plucked that arrow off...~ i'm happy with my single hood.. i don wan to try any new relationship, i'm not interested to lose my freedom and my life.. cos i love it the way it is.. i have my family.. i have my darlings.. i'm contented... haiz... i don deny i like him very much.. but i'm not going to try.. i don wan to destroy the already-great-enough-relationship between us... in my world, studies comes first, then family, my darlings.. and furthermore.. i don haf spare time for relationship.. cos i wan to haf time for my philosophy texts.. i'm well occupied... yupz... thats it i guess...? something that belongs to me.. will eventually still belongs to me i guess..? let nature takes its course.. =)
procrastinated. 10:21 PM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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