the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

went to watch infection with yan today.. haiz.. dun even understand the show.. mayb i still haven attain the literature mind... it's practically a literature play with no romeo or juliet of cos, no peoms, no flowers.. neither is there personification or methaphors.. it's all gruelsome and gross stuffs flowing out from a person's body, no murderer, no ghosts, no monsters... nothing but the people juz die..~ hahah.. amazing rite..? well well, i'm still figuring out y they died.. hmmm... lidat lohz.. enjoyed the thrill anyway.. hee

words for all my darlings out there

me to lixia:
don hate urself pls..? i love u.. here.. alwayz and forever.. so love urself and u really will know life is beautiful.. i know say easy do very difficult.. but nevertheless, i'm alwayz here for u.. kkie..? muackiezZz...
me to xian:
itp is really tough and tiring de.. jia you jia you.. soon will get use to it then ok le.. okie..? muackiezZzz..
me to yan:
yoyoyoy.. rot and rot ahz.. yeah.. movie time, slacking time.. hahaha.. ur driving rockz.. cos i no need go home by bus anymore le.. hoping to going to school with u when sch starts... muackiezZzz...~~
me to ezah:
oie... hahahah... devilic angel... waiting for friday to come soon... hahah... cya soon soon.. muackiezzzz.. missing ya so muchieE..~!!

chin nan birthday is coming.. oh man..~! wat should i get for him..? i got zero idea on wat to get for him.. it's like shirts..? jersey..? shoes..? i really noe nuts on wat to give a guy.. chin lee msg me practically the whole day asking me to celebrate his birthday with them.. okie.. okie.. i know.. but then i have a feeling it's only me.. cos xian din get her sms.. oh no..~ and i got no idea wat they are planning.. then wat if it turns out to be on ly me, chin lee, chin nan, jin ye karen alvin.. oh man.. sounds like some family gathering.. shit.. i dun wan this to happen..no lahz.. it wouldn't be that bad i hope... and i'm still wondering wat i can get him.. i sms to ask what he wants.. let's be straight forward, save up all the brain juices on guessing games.. and he replied me: no need lahz.. i noe u need ur money for ur school expenses and u need to spend oso.. oh man.. it's like.. so sweet..~~ but then.. i said it's ok i wanna get him a present.. (considering the fact he bought me a $150 adidas shoes on my birthday..~!) then he replied me: if i really an, i tnk u can't buy it... can someone interpret this for me..? mayb i tnk too much.. i dunno it simply means i don have enough money to afford wat he wants, or it means no amount of money can buy wat he wan..? according to my understanding of him, he isn't someone who won't say what he wants.. tt makes me tnk deep.. wat exactly is the thing he wants most on his big b'dae..~!! hmm.. brain cracking..~~ well well.. missing him quite alot, hoping to see him this sat though i may be scared.. urgh..~

hmm.. still learning to love myself more and more.. anyway, i love myself alot already.. and i treausre everything in my life like there's no tomorrow... muackiezZzz darlings.. =)
procrastinated. 9:21 PM

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

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