the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

xian passed her driving test.. got licence already.. cool rite..? heehee..~~ hmm.. after that we went to takashimaya, went to kinokuniya... bought the book i wanted sooOoo much.. [Sophie's World]~ (An introduction to the history of philosophy) yeap.. not very expensive as i thought to be..~ hmm... then yan oso bought a korean language book.. xia bought a psychology insights book on wat babies are thinking of.. well well.. very enriching day to be there.. =) after that went to cineleisure, went phine's steak house.. well, the steak there is really niceE..~ had an enjoyable day...

thoughts are drifting in and out of my mind.. i'm contented with life.. happie in life.. blessed and loved... however.. something is still missing... and recently.. this feeling is going so strong i dunno how to describe it... suddenly feeling for someone.. is it an all-over-again thing or was it a new attraction...? i used to feel for it, but i tot it went away.. out of my life..? not exactly...~
a friend..? an encourager..? a respectable figure...? a guardian angel..? an admirer..? a lover...? i can no longer figure the feelings.. i cannot bring myself to think logically, i cannot find the feelings dep within.. where did all my philosophies went..? oh my..~ i'm feeling so deep in shit now.. i know it's never possible.. neither am i expecting anything out of it.. cos it's really an impossible thing... i chose to treat it as a respectable figure, an encourager who's alwayz there to give me advises... and yes.. i shall stick to this.. hahah... i'm still enjoying my single life.. still loving my life as it is now.. i don need another factor in life to make it brighter...
the missing part shall remain missing..~ right here waiting for the moment to remember... =)
procrastinated. 10:30 PM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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