the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

well well.. nothing much today.. went for lectures... hmm.. quite ok.. but this morning was a karma to wake a sleepy pig on a rainy day.. hahah..~! well well.. i oso dunno lehz.. school life is better than rotting life.. definitely man..~! hahah.... darling ezah is getting better.. well, at least she's not having headache anymore.. and darling, plain congee is not healthy... hmm.. no worries, when u get well, me buy u nice nice food kkie..? and i bring u to swim and gyming okkie..?? heehee... muackiezZz..~!

darling xia.... hmm.. don tnk too much ookkiee..?? hmm.. u don look like her.. u really don.. i know u are feeling weird.. feeling strange.. feeling down.. but all in all.... we are alwayz here for you.. i juz wan u to know that no matter what it may be.. what's ours, will always remain ours.. muackiezzZ...~! loving ya.. and this is something that will remain...~

yan..~! go see furniture how how..? got help me gather information not..? hahah... =P see ya tml.. after 8pm we go hawker eat dinner cum supper okkie...? heehee.. =P

xian xian xian.. hahah...~! feeling better liao rite..? gd gd gd..~ but don indulge urself in food okie..~! later like wat yan say.. sensation of food that helps simmer ur feelings.. will turn to sobness once again.. put on weight cannot shed down liao.. kekekz...~!

hmm.. suddenly feeling so sad that most of my frenz are upset by the word L.O.V.E... crying over the word l.o.v.e... tired cos of the word l.o.v.e... lost cos of l.o.v.e.. sick cos of l.o.v.e.... down cos of l.o.v.e... oh man.. wat on earth is love...? haiz...
i don deny that i wanna be loved.. and i wanna love someone.. but there's a danger in loving someone too much.. i always believe in that.. cos gettiong devoted.. being committed is a sin.. a sin we create to hurt ourselves...
sorry but my

philosophy is love = karma...

i'll love... only if i know he loves me truely...~
i'll love... only if i could see his heart...~
i'll love.. only if i hear him say he'll appreciate who i am and what i am...~
hahah... wishful thoughts though..~
i plead of love to stop hurting my frenz...~? stop hurting my darlings...? karma karma..~
procrastinated. 2:45 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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