the hidden secrets.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

is this fate or something...? i was supposed to finish school at 11am.. then me, tracy, zinc, karis, shane and wee leong went to the library to complete our b stats e tutorial... then we came out of school. planning to go out shop shop walk walk... then after a while we realised we got no place to go and so we went back to the library... at about 3 i told myself i should go and meet ezah darling today... then i had this gut feeling that i should go immediately.. don ask me why... juz feel that i should go...? then i was waiting at the bus stop for any bus to get to the petrol station bus stop... i got there... i saw nancy and qin... heehee... in about 3 mins, i was looking around nd i saw him walking to the bus stop.. oh my.. i felt my heart stopped beating for 3 seconds and it went up to 150/min.. oh my.. imagine the hard time i had at the bus stop..?? he was like telling his frenz i dunno wat and his frenz were like practically staring at me, pointing at me..?? i dunno.. i felt that i should go say hi.. but i got no guts...~!!! then i muz emphasize that there are many many buses that we can take back to bukit batok.. there are 852, 174, 66, 985, 61... there came 852 first.. he didn't board... then 66.. he was looking at me i tot..?? then i didn't intend to board.. i was supposed to go lot 1 to meet ezah darling.. so i shld be taking 67... then when he saw that i didn't move, he boarded the 66 bus.. was it supposed to mean that if i board he would not board, and cos i din board so he boarded...????

this morning when i was already in 61.. he boarded... erm.. i din expect to see him oso.. but then i saw him... twice in a day... oh my.. fate is giving me chance...??? haiz.. i really dunno lehz... i got no idea wat i should do... i can't help but think i don haf the looks to approach him.. and for goodness sake he may already like someone or already haf a gf...?? wat the hell am i getting myself in..? and furthermore.. i'm definitely not pretty enough to even try to think i'd be able to get him.. oh my.. lord... spare me...~ haiz...
procrastinated. 11:43 PM

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

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