the hidden secrets.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

went to police academy today for the police carnival. hahah... credits to wai kheong..~ he passed me the tickets to it man.. hahaha.. i dunno why he didn;t wan to join us.. but we really did enjoy ourselves.. did i mention who are we..?? hahha... me and my darling ezah of cos.. heehee...~ we went there..... and we took this carnival ride... crazy surf.. hahahha...~! it was real fun lahz..~! really fun.. hahha.. the wees and wows u can hear from one another on the ride.. oh man.. loving it.. hahah... erm.. i enjoyed alot today... although i'm so burnt, pain at the shoulders.. but never mind ahz.. enjoyed alot..

i'm loving my life sooOooo muchie.. i love it so much i don wanna think of anything else.. can i stay on like this..? can i not think of all the pains and all the desires...? and i start to think why is there unlimited want and limited resources..? argH.. ignore me man.. i'm side tracking.. i'm supposed to love my life i tot..?

when will i see him again...? when when when..? anyone and everyone reading this entry... pls tell me.. am i so stupid..? am i so dumb to go and like someone whom i don even know his name...? like.. wat the hell i know.. don even know anything about him and like him..? argh.. okie.. slap me and wake me up... i don mind.. really...~ but i've been seeing him since i'm in sec 2...? till now.. is like many years already.. and i still dunno his name.. oh man.. hit me..~

will get on with life if only i know i can find my missing part in life.......... but would fate even give me another chance to fall into love..? only fate knows..

there's no negative feelings in me.. cos i love my life as it is now.. but.........................
procrastinated. 9:44 PM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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