the hidden secrets.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

yups.... good day... good deeds done.. hees... went SP to donate my blood specimen for my ezah darling whose fren is doing this project that requires 150 blood specimens... oh man.. yes... it's 150 okie...~! and now they only haf 30 the most.. ppl who read this blog of mine and don mind having a little bit yes is wear it's juz a little bit of pain, pls let me know...~ hees.. it's a good deed anyway.. heehee...~ hmmm.. *nods nods*

yay...~! i can go to cambodia for sure... cos ms thea said there will be no interview.. meaning it's a confirmed thing already.. and yups... life is great, lurving life so muchie...~ cos everything juz falls into track nicely.. things that seemed impossible is now possible once again..~ firstly i had to worry i dun haf enough money to go for this trip.. but my aunt agreed to sponsor me... then i was worrying if i cannot get thru the interview.. but ms thea is so kind that i dun need to go thru any interviews and can go..~! oh man... i juz love my life now..~

since lady luck is smiling to me... does that mean that our SCO & ASCO interview will oso be a success..?? heehee.... am quite confident when the joyces unite, it's gonna be formidable..~!! yups.. and.... yups.. joyces unite..~! not forgetting siwei oso arh...~ let's juz put in our best and i believe we can do it.. *muackiezzz* three cheers...~!! *winkz*

ATTENTION TO TRACY, KARIS, ZINC...
kinda start to love my classmates so muchie..~ hees... i believe there is a bond being built up invisibly... it's a mirage bond.. hees.. zinc, tracy, karis... and not forgetting camen.. hees... well.. kinda love u gals lots.. =P

hmmm... i feel myself drifting further and further away frm you... erm... yes.. i dun feel a thing... i dun feel a single pinch of pain for drifting apart frm u... u made me see a distorted self, someone whom i dun use to know... i used to tnk that i may not live without u.. but i'm sorry... u made us disappointed.. not only me for ur information.. it's me, xia and ezah... there's no prejudice against you.. but i no longer feel like picking up my hp juz to sms u for dinner or for lunch or for movie.. cos i dun wanna see the distorted being whom i dun used to know... sometimes.. i feel like slapping u and wake u up for not being the one we all used to love so muchie... but i felt that there's no point.. we are not ugly.. we are not weird.. u are.. and yes.. u are... u are becos u changed... ppl do change but u changed too much... too much for us to accept.. or was it not u tt we used to know and this is the revealed you..? i loved u so much u know..? we were sisters, we went thru thick and thin... we shared all problems, all happiness.. we shared so many moments to remember together.. but u tarnished it.. u spoilt it with ur own hands with ur words that are forever pinching. the sight of u made me sore and i hate to see myself hating the things u say.. but sorry... sorry... u really made me feel disgusted.. irritated... and most of all, u crushed the bond.. u know i love ppl so muchie so that when i love i cannot make myself say i hate... i am so a like to love person that i really had loved u so much.. everything of u made me love u.. but why do u haf to change...? u changed but u dunno... ur words killed me.. ur words numb me... u trying to tell me how rich u are.. how well off u are... how weird i am.. how ugly i look in dresses and skirts hurt me.. frenz ain't supposed to be lidat i supposed..? i hope there's gonna be a turning back.. but am apologetic u hurt too much i dun feel the pain of drifting away frm u... yes... i am avoiding u..~!

hees.. enough of those saddie things.. hees... back to my lurving life.. hees... i love each and everyone in my life.. yups.. in my life are the key words.. hees... alot alot of people that i love, and in summary i juz love my life so muchie..~!
procrastinated. 7:30 PM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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