the hidden secrets.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

hees... i'm supposed to sleep by now.. cos kinda haf to meet ezah at 9.30am..~! oh my god.. but my resolution is not to be late this time.. kekeks..~ we are gonna run and swim.. yay..~! wonderful..~! hees.. oh yah.. i dunno.. while i was travelling to lavender, had my discman loud and blasting.. thinking and reflecting on so many things.. erm... much on it made me woke up... it was quite a long journey so i kinda had much time to reflect on many things.. it's hard to put it into words but i try... =)

my heart kinda flew off from me a while ago... but i realised it was juz some illusion i guess..? cos as i reflect, i cannot tell myself wat i am after.. and i know it's nothing i'm after... it was juz nothingness... if it's nothingness den why the vex and pains..? well, i've woke up.. yups, cos it kinda struck me that when i typed it was lucky for me and chin nan to stay as frens cos though the tears initially, but we realised nothing was gonna work out anyway.. and as i tot of this, it suddenly struck me that yar..~! it's not gonna work out anyway.. and halo..... we are best of pals man.. and yups.. it shall remain that way.. =) so... ezah... i woke up.. and yups... when i said i'm not a slave of love, it's not anymore.. not anymore.. =) isn't life simple and sweet as it is now..? =) am happie with wat i haf...

hmm.. i had a wonderful day.. i reflected.. i woke up.. and i felt refreshed.. i broke away and i felt the freedom once more.. =P i took my passport... meaning to say my plans to travelling is getting nearer to nearer... starting from cambodia first.. hees... and more to come of cos..~ yay...~! was with aunt at bugis... then walk walk shop shop but there was nothing that caught our eyes though.. hahha..~ then after that i had travel all the way to dover to meet that girl lar... ezah of cos.. kekeks..~ how funny man.. today we met cos she wanted to pass me back my lappy.. hahha.. and in the end, i find it a burden to bring home, troublesome cos i ad to hold something else on my the other hand..~ and she brought home again.. haha.. okiie... we went to our fave place when we were in sec sch, teck whye blk 16 for dinner.. wow..~!! i told the aunty a little bit more chilli... and she gave me chilli noodles..~! yes.. it was chilli noodles okiie..~ hahha... it was hot.. and my stomach is burning now.. oh man..~ hahha.. but it's nice anyway.. hees...

travelling back home... another round of thinking.. but not reflecting now.. ezah, no chance to tell u at msn lar.. i was doing our blog skin.. oh yar, we changed our blog skin to our very own theme... we had our very own blogskin, no others will haf it.. hees.. we are the pinky and the brain.. and yes.. pinky and the brain rocks.. hahah..~ oh.. back to track.. ok, i think i have to really start exercising and not just pure saying.. i've kinda decided that if i haf 9am class, then i'll reach school at 7.30am.. so i can run at the track, then shower and off to class.. =) and after school and if time permits, ezah, we shall go swim..~ okiie..? great plan rite..? erm yar, the running is on everyday basis...~ anyway my lessons are either 9 or 10 and fri being sw, i haf to reach early and run anyway.. hahha.. yups yups.. =) (although my ankle is gonna hurt, but i kinda think that the more i run the more it should be ok lar.. it's better than not running and eating eating slacking slacking.. omg.. kekeks..)

hees.... gotta go slp liao.. or else later morning late again.. and brain will kill pinky... =X

procrastinated. 12:35 AM

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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