the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

well, i was away to punggol camp for days... hmM... it was fun.. and i really got to know each and everyone better... i love my games groupmates... i see the support we gave each other... i love the group alot...~ and we formed our LES-lie SIX.. thats me, Sabrina, Michelle, Stefanie, Chewy and Syaz...~ yippee.. i love them lots and lots.. in these three days, we bonded and we know each other more.. and we clicked... jua like that *snap* i love the late night talks... and i love the caring and sharing with each other... most importantly, the support we gif to each other in everything we do... the posings for photographs.. everything and everything.. i tnk i'm gonna love the trip even more cos i love these people to bits...! all the lame jokes we crack.. and i love the game 'who,What,Huh'.. hahha... simply fabulous..!

trust fall was a success... almost everyone got a try.. and thats when we really bonded i felt.. i love it.. =)

seems like i'm loving everything ain't i...? well, if i were to say the factly truth, no... i'm not loving everything cos this minor part that i start to love is affecting the major part of me in life... well, not many will understand wat i'm trying to say.. but i tnk my closest buddies and my soulmates knows this... if anyone who happens to know the issue, read on and know wat i'm trying to say... those who may not know, dun ask me about it cos i won't say...

i'm starting to fall into something gravely... dead gravely... would anyone juz tell me wat to do..? i know it's impossible cos i dun even noe wat i am supposed to do... why is this happening to me all over again..? many may tnk that it's a natural thing or it's fate.. no.. it's not.. it's a pain to me actually.. i dun wan many people to know.. but people seems to be able to guess it somehow... when i did nothing at all.. was i being obvious? i felt i din do anything u all see...? and most importantly, i told myself to stop tnking about it.. STOP..! cos nothing's gonna get out from there... but why am i still hanging on with the feeling.. sorry.. i wouldn't wan to be crude, but it totally sucks.. i never like experiencing something like that.. the feeling juz suck to the core. how did he got me into it i'm not sure.. it's juz the attraction but then, it's not a good feeling.. initially, it was juz an infatuation kind of thing, but it's turned into something else now.. something i couldn't quite explain.. and it's so complicated i feel like blowing my head off..~ i need someone to tell me wat i should do...

it had seriously changed into something else.. something deeper....

darlings, i miss all of u...~ do u all miss me?
procrastinated. 8:18 PM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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