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Sunday, October 23, 2005

heys pple.... i'm back...~!!! anyone missed me...? this post is gonna be a long long long one.... enjoy reading..! *winks*

i left for cambodia... i love it and i admit i can't bear to leave FGAC on the last day. i teared and i cried.. for i will miss my dearest sisters i found there. they are God's best gift to me in this trip.. i learnt alot from them, and i learnt alot in this trip. Volita, Esther and Rachel, u are all missed by me... no matter what it is, i promised i'm going back next year to meet up with u gals.

on the first day before i left for the airport, i met up with Ezah darling.. can anyone believe that she did the most sweetest thing on the whole entire world? she baked me brownies. BROWNIES...!! something she'd only do once in a blue moon.. and she baked for me.. i was so touched alrite...? i love her.... lots and lots and lots.. and she was the only one who sent me off in the airport... i know xia and all others are not free, it's okiie.. cos they did send me their regards too.. =P asked ezah if i never come back in 2 weeks how.. she said it could be flight delay... then i asked if 2 months how... then she said i might already got myself a cambodian bf and decided to stay there for good.! hahha both din happen though.... kekeks..~ but i did wanted to stay at FGAC for good. i love it there. i love the simple life.. the simplicity they haf... the people there are all nice and friendly. they haf the purest hearts and minds... they haf everything that we all dun possess. the easily contented heart... the never ask for more attitude. and the love they selflessly give it to us. i'm sure all serve cambodia'05 people felt it. we cried on the last night, for we know we might not get to see them again.

when we first reach there, we all felt gloomy. it was a long trip and we all were tired, the condition din seem too good at first with bugs flying ard the beds we were supposed to slp on and no electricity at night made us felt so blue. but as days went by, we started loving the place. we even addressed FGA as our 'home'. it's a really homely place. walking the kids to school, scraping of walls, painting... everything and everything juz seems too nice. i love my team mates. =) we survived...!!

the ducks, the cows, the chickens, roosters, all the animals and flying creatures i met, i like...! =)

kinda too long to blog on everything i did there.. cos i haf to update the official blog for all 14 days.. so if u all wanna know how was things over at cambodia, visit http://servecambodia2005.blogspot.com

once again, i muz say that i love ezah darling..!!! juz when i thought that when i touch down to singapore, no one would be picking me up while all others had their family and frens to pick them, i felt blue... i even planned to either juz take cab home or take other's car back. but when i reach singapore and on my hp.. the very first sms i saw was ezah's.. she said to call her immediately when i touch down.. and so i did..! she was picking me up...!!! i muz announced it to the whole world that, i was overjoyed...! seeing her definitely is the best thing to happen when i touch down.. i missed her.. and she's the only one again.. to pick me up.. she's my bestest buddy man...! darling, i love you..!

in this trip, i got many many frens whom i really really love... my belove lesley six... stef, sab, mich, chewy and syaz... we went thru thick and thin together for this trip.. i really love u gals lots..! God Bless chewy, she'd be fine.. we all love you. get well soon.. =)

Jip, jeremy, weijia, kaiyu... wonderful people i meet, great frens i haf. i like. don get detach cos we shall continue to keep in contact yups?

tb09.. i miss u all lots...!! school is starting soon.. see u guys soon...~~~ new sem... loves.. =)

gaya, i'm back. =) missing u lots and lots...

in times of adversity, u see true hearts. i've changed. things changed. i'm happy as ever again. =)
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>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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>song.

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