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Sunday, November 20, 2005

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happybirthday to yunxian....
happy birthday to you.

yups, it's ur birthday darling. =)

last night we all went to yunxian's house to haf steamboat. it was really nice. very nice... =) mine is coming up next. ladies, keep urself available okiies..? hees.. loves...
we ate real lot and then we went to party world at clementi... it was a wonderful time spent! i hope yunxian loved her presents, her cakeSssSs... and most of all, the company..! hees.. yups.. i really hope u had a great time darling.. =)
happy birthday. sweet 19th.. =)

ezah messaged me..!!! hees.. yups.. i miss you.. and we can't meet tomorrow.... saddened. hees..~ it's okiie... swim swim swim..~ hahhas... take good care.. know that u haf lots of work loads to worry for... jia you...!! muackies..~

xia darling, the things we predicted, it all came true...! i think those that we just predicted yesterday at yunxian's house would also come true.. hahhas... we are great minds.. hahhas... u are a xing fu de xiao nu ren.. and i love u the way u are now.. loving life and feeling contented... hees hees hees... cos u haf the smiles and the radiance i wanna see, always... muackies..~ u are loved...!! =)

projects. projects. projects. drowning. but i'm fine. =)

family disputes, family issues, things that i think i really just wanna avoid from. i am avoiding everything. i'm trying to just thrash it at the back of my mind and not wanting to touch it like it's some dangerous mines. i dun wan it to explode and affect me. sometimes, not facing the problem is a better way out. i really feel it this way. i'm contented. i'm simple. i dun wanna let all these contaminate and destruct my lovely life. u all may vie all u wan. u all may fight all u wan. u all can don wan me. can throw us from bukit batok to sengkang then to dunno where. i won't give all these a shit. cos i wan to just try and love my life. i see the darkness of people's hearts but still i'm trying hard to tell myself that human hearts are full of love. i'm just trying to be very optimistic here. i'm tired. yes i am. i'm avoiding everything. yes i am. i dun wanna talk to anyone about it. yes i am. i dun wanna bring this up to my mum to anyone in the family. yes i am. i'm doing all these just to avoid something called depression in life. trying to avoid smiles fading away from my radiant life. and trying it hard. i need a break. being immature to avoid? perhaps.

i love my sister. muackies to my dearest dearest baby. jeerin rocks my world. hahahhs... u're a pigsy.. pigsy.. shh.. no arguments about that please. hees.. =) world best sister conferred to you.. =)

it isn't love, but i like it. you woke me up from the darkest dreams, and u made me smile in the brightest day. yes, u made it. no one ever made me felt this particular way for i had never felt someone so close yet so far. making me smile each day. thank u.
procrastinated. 9:20 PM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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