the hidden secrets.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

when things juz ain't going ur way... when things juz ain't u expected them to be... when things juz love going the opposite of wat ur mind and heart yearns for... when things juz crash down on you.. when people start to leave u and when people choose to leave u in the lurch when u needed them the most.... when everything else seems worthless and when life seems so plain and dull..

being not contented with life anymore... lost all pillars of life.. lose all hope and when everything else turns grey and dull.. where are all my colours in life..?

u stepped onto me. crashed me. i'm torn.

i shall move on. yes i shall move on in life... izzit that easy..? it's easier said than done.... and juz when i wan to move on.. things change again.. things happened again... are u ignoring me..? yes u are.. u are ignoring all my msges are you..? did i do anything wrong..? maybe i did.. i dunno.. u all can juz leave me crashing, tearing... happy..? i'm now torn...! now u all can juz leave me alone for good...

men are jerks. i hate u.

thanks my darlings... thanks ezah,xia,yunxian,likim... u all brighten my life somehow.. with the vibe... thanks for always being there for me in times of need.. i depend on u all alot.. i'm sorry..
thanks my lesley six... i love you all lots.. and i miss u all alot..! thanks serve cambodia team mates who are always there when i needed company..~ and u all never fail to make me smile and laugh, at least making me leave my worries aside for a little moment.. i love u all.

the joyce with all the optimism, all the laughters, all the smiles, all the hopes and all the love in life... gone.

procrastinated. 2:00 PM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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>song.

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