the hidden secrets.

Monday, December 26, 2005

when things always don go ur way...
when u always try to be happy..
when u think that u are loving life...
when u want things to work out...
when u always try to be the one people can accept...
when the world tries to torment u...
when everyone starts to irritate you..

oh watever!

life kinda sucks after all the trying hard to love it.

i dunno if anyone here have ever lose something, or someone really precious to you. someone who is your pillar of life. someone who supported u throughout ur life. someone whom u respect. someone whom u love for all ur life. someone whom u will start yakking the moment u meet. someone who will support u to do anything u liked. someone whom will encourage u to do things that may be wrong cos experience will be gained. someone whom will support u even though u wanted to drop out from school. someone who will always always be there. no matter rain or storm. the someone who has always been ur guardian angel. i dunno about others reading this. but i had. and i've lost the someone completely. totally. vanished.

i've been trying to stay strong without you. and i've been trying to do things u asked me to. i've been trying to avoid so many things about you. and i've been wanting to see you. you wan me to lead the life i like, the life i wan. but u didn't understand the fact that u're gone, nothing is the same anymore. u were my everything. where are you?
procrastinated. 7:57 AM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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