the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

when everything just turn out to be wrong, wrong and wrong,
it's definitely wrong.
i've been trying hard to maintain the realtionship well with u..
i swear i've been trying hard.
i try hard to treat you like i treated him before.
i tried to!
i tried to alrite?
mom, u're a failure.
all these years, i've never felt a single closeness to you.
if u wan me to be frank, i haf never felt the kind of closeness i had with dad.
i'm sorry but to say i think we are just perfect strangers.
i've tried all these years, to be the one u want u never did appreciate me for a single second.

all these while with all the strains going on, i've been trying hard to let you know that we both love you, we love you for we respect u as our mom.
u never did understand that u're really a failure.

if need arises, i'd move out. i will.
continue all the rantings and all ur nonsense.
i'm outta this.
if u continue, sorry to show my dark side.
when i turn to my darker side, i was forced to.

if u wan respect, earn it! if u wan me to treat u the way i treated daddy, u gotta know that u just ain't even trying to haf closure. u're a total failure.
for a matter of fact, for these 19years, haf u even heard a single woes of mine? if u could answer this sincerely. i'm out of this!
procrastinated. 6:35 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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