the hidden secrets.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

schooling then hols then schooling again. tmr is the latter.
i'm coping well with sleeping early and waking up early.
hahahs.
tmr morning would be jogging first then to sch. and i'm good not to skip any lectures at all. yay!
i shall do it. be a good ger.
hahahhas.

i'm happy. lappy is fully insured.
i dun haf to pay for the repairs. tmr the serice men would pick up my lappy and it shall be healed.
hahahs.

i miss my darlings. i haven been seeing anyone for these past few days.
perhaps everyone's busy.

was talking to a fren, a close fren. he asked if i got a bf yet. the answer is no. he was amused. he thought i should be long ago attached. the reason is i haf a phobia. the phobia of getting into a real relationship. the phobia of trusting guys. the phobia of committing myself. the phobia of not getting wat i thought i would get. the phobia of the letter r, romance. i admit i haf this phobia. another fact i do admit is, i haf no confidence. my self confidence level is like zero. negatively zero. well, i dunno y though. i look bad perhaps.
he probed if i was waiting for a particular someone. the answer is no. i'm not waiting for any particular someone for i haf no one in mind nor anyone i desire. if there's someone i may desire, i desire a nice guy, someone who'd make sure i dun haf the phobias towards him. which for the moment, i dun tnk i'd find any. thanks my dear. i know u're concerned. u're loved. =)

had a nice long phone chat with gayathri tonight. it was great catching up with her, knowing that she's all happie and fine. i love her lots. real lots. knowing that u're doing fine made me smile. i always wanted u to be great. u're so loved by me! muackies. we're meeting soon! and that would be like the first time in dunno how many years!!!! oh.. i'm so looking forward to it my darling. =)


-i never did wan to be the reason for the sadness. i didn't know i was the reason. i'm sorry.-

if u'd ask me how determined i am to my resolutions... i am very determined! Shape in number one in list. =) yar ezah? hahhahas. jia you for ya last sem. u're gonna make it! hees.
procrastinated. 6:44 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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>song.

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