the hidden secrets.

Friday, March 10, 2006

these days, i learnt a few lessons of myself from a few people.

someone told me, the way i talk makes me sounds like i feel too great about myself. i should watch out for the words i say at times. it makes me seems like i think i'm the best in the world. perhaps yes. i agree actually. but most of the times when i talk big, they are craps. cos i know i aint great at all. thanks for this piece of advice though, cos it's great for i know i need to change the way i speak.

another person told me: why do i keep quiet at times and not be myself? hahhas! when i am too loud, when i talk too much, people also get irritated u know? there are times i need to hibernate.. and yes. i agree too. i get quiet only when there is something real serious. i cannot be serious when i am loud and talking too much. much of it doesnt make sense indeed. =) thanks for this too. =)

another told me, i think too much. ok. yes. i agree also.

another one, i either become too emotional.. or i just become too happy-go-lucky. hmmm... agreed oso. i haf a confession ya? i cannot deal with feelings well. i really can't. it comes and goes and feelings take control over me. this is bad i know. but of cos, this is on the personal life aspect where matters of heart are concerned. not on everything in life please. hahhas. =)

i haf got so many hahhas always. how many of them do i actually mean it? i dunno. perhaps, someday i should try not laughing too much, not talking too much. act normal and be a normal person in times to come. =)

actually, sometimes.. i wonder if i'm really being liked by many. or am i just acting too sociable.

-yunxian darling... u told me to put line 1 on active and leave line 2 on hold. how sure can we be that line 1 is the person i wan to talk for long? and how sure can we be that line 2 would eventually hang up when it's been on hold for too long? how sure can we be that line 2 isnt really the one i wanna talk to? i'm really not sure anymore. so many lines, so many hopes, yet so many pains. anyway, mayb i shld just keep my contact list with the names of u all, my darlings, and ignore all the calls from anyone else. rite? only u may understand.-

i miss nancy and qin.
procrastinated. 9:55 AM

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Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
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Michi.
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Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
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LohWC.
LimWC.
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Kim.
ZhenYao.
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>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
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sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

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