the hidden secrets.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

slacking all the way.... rotting all my days....
nothing to do.. no where to go...

watched vcds 'the longest yard' and 'army daze' with ezah darling at home...
her sister came along too... =)
it's great i had their company. if not i tnk i might just rot and die...

i'm going chalet tomorrow.. i'm looking forward to it that it's gonna be fun...
it will be fun. i know. =)
yunxian darling will be there with me...
huipeng, jiesi will be there too..
yuhong will be there...
and more frens to come along.. more darlings to come along i foresee....

was looking at the serve cambodia'05 pics just now...
how much i miss my lesley six...
has the bond drifted apart..? i hope not.
we will still love each other as much rite? considering the fact we survived thru the most beautiful, sweetest memories together in cambodia...
i miss chewy, i miss mich, i miss syaz.. i miss stef and i miss sab...
everything... =) from the small little mirror, to the small little dressing table.. to the mattress we shared. the torchlight chewy always had it with her.. everything...
are u all missing it as much..? loves. =)

i miss jip... i miss the games group meetings.. the fun we all had bullying each other..! jason.. weijia.. sab.. jip.. everyone in fact.. the bangla days!

i hope this coming trip would be as fun and as memorable as i had with lesley six. =)

school holidays are here. how much i will miss sam, camen, jas. darling i wan the chalet...!! hahahas... =) loves.. enjoy the hols my dears. =)

xia darling, i'm so sorry. i couldnt help u with the bookings. dui bu qi.

-for so much i miss you daddy. for many nights i couldnt sleep. for so many reasons i make myself not to tnk of wat is non reversible. for a 1000 reasons i should give up smiling. but u're the pillar to my everything. the reason i hold on to everything. my smiles, my faith. how i wish u could be here to share the many many things i wanna say to u. how much i haf to keep before i could once again pour my feelings to u? very long.............. ever since u were gone, there are so many things i couldnt turn in to anyone. i realise u were my best fren. my best confidante who would listen and give ur greatest support always. if only... i could find someone... just like you.-
procrastinated. 4:45 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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