the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

pain pain pain stomach cramps. irregular visits. irregular cycle. the regular irregualr. the irregular regular. arghs. spare me of this please! i hate it. it makes me depress and i feel irritated easily.

i need cash. i need money. i am so tight now. and negativity is killing me. i hate this! arghs.
can cash fall from the sky? DUH. ignore my craziness.

tmr has got something to look forward to. thats the photography class. i think i'm gonna like it. time seems to fly only on thursdays...

darling yan asked if there's anyone who wants to go to the zoo. omg! i found someone who wants to go!! and we are going on a weekend. and we are so gonna love it!! xian and xia and ezah!! on for it?!

hahahhas.. i think he is cute alright!! stop laughing at me leh... explosion was the word to describe wat i saw on both ur expressions!! omg! is he that bad looking? hahahs.. i think he is soooooooo cute.. erms.. but nevertheless.. just a passing comment... hahahs. =) laugh all u all wan. bleh. xian!! xia!! bleh!!!!!!! kekeks. i asked yan to see his frenster le! she also said he's those cute type leh!!! =X *oops*

i miss jegan. his smses his absence in life is making me miss my jc days more and more. not seeing nancy and qin is making me think that jc days were the most memorable days ever in school life... missing gayathri where we always share our woes...

jegan met the little indian boy who always made fun of us. he's grown and his sms made me teared. i dunno y. dun ask me y. and darling, ur absence in life now is emptiness. the days we would meet to go school together. taking the ever jerky bus rides. the ever long way from the bus stop to school. the ever nice chicken rice in the canteen. the meeting ups in between our breaks even though we were in different class. the ever lovely smile u always had. the ever noisy study area we used to sat. the ever forgetful me who would always borrow ur pe tee for my mass pe.. my ever long naggy grumblings of junxiang, the ever gumpy me on long school days... the always lovely you y my side. (dun cry when u see this my dear. cos i know we will all miss the days so much.) u noe, i know the sweetest thing u did for me. u and sathiya agreed to take a cab to school with me just to let me sleep alittle bit more cos i was going thru the hardest time of my life. u going home with me, keeping silent even though u knew something went wrong... jegan, u're ever lovely, sweetest being in life. i'll never forget you. really.

the handicap toilet where qin, nancy and i would use to make it our mini studio. we would laugh and take lots of pictures in there like nobody's business. the most tasty chicken rice. the nasty stall 1 uncle, the poisoning noodles. the nice and warm toast. the ever lovely study area in front of the lockers where we would role play and share our lovely stories. the always corwded canteen where we hate. the missing of lessons the missing of lectures. the always in our own world us. the ever disgusting TJY. his zui quan, his craziness. the ever irritating JJ. lin lao shi as lin lao hia. that hide and seek catching game we play within ourselves just to avoid that stupid ba yue!! all the not doing work and talkings. all the gossips we had for tt sianz 1/2. arhhh...~ my dears, i noe u noe we noe we will always be there for each other. and i know even though many times i neglect u all, please noe i love u gals lots. it's the kind of bond, a mirage bond. loves.

gayathri.. someone who will always there to share my woes. someone who never fail to stand by me during those hard and painful days... u're my lovely pie. nothing can use to describe u in my life. u're the nicest and sweetest girl i ever met. u staying by me in the hardest times in my life, just like jegan did. u guys spark my life, became pillars for me in life. i love u.

i miss the days. above all, i love u gals (qin, nancy and gayathri), i love you jeggy. =)

days in jc is never the same as compared to poly. i'm lucky to haf qin and nancy with me in the same poly, same school, same course. i think it's fate. all u all need to noe that it's destined and u all can't leave my life. =)

procrastinated. 10:13 AM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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>song.

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