the hidden secrets.

Friday, July 14, 2006

i'm blessed to have my darlings.
ezah.xia.xian.yan.joyce dearie.the toes.
u all rock my life.
it was kinda bad just now. the down-ness and the short tempered me.
then it was all okay again after getting all the tolerating from xia darl.
the msges from joyce dearie on tmr's plan at nydc.
xian and yan to stand by me and listening to my breaking down.

you, who never fail to make me feel comforted and loved.
i told him, i dare not be upset in front of my darlings.
no matter how sad, i try to cheer up in front of them. cos i dun wan my mood to affect others.
and he told me this: then u can be sad in front of me.
i'm touched. thanks piggie! =)
even though he has to work tomorrow evening, and he has a course in the morning in sch, he wanted to meet me. so i integrated him into meeting joyce dearie. can i say i don't deny the fact that u make me like you more and more day by day?

i thought u held her hand, and i was so upset the whole day. then u kept denying the fact that u felt that it was nothing at all. u kept defending urself that u only lead her across the road and nothing else. but it hurt me so much to hear u say u felt it was nothing at all. until u told me this: actually, i din even hold her hand, i only held her by her elbow to run across the road.
it felt so much better and then i smiled.

xia darling said u would only hold my hand. and she says u treat me indifferently. is that so?? xia darl is always right inher intuition and her judgements. well, i hope it's right too!!

tmr xia darl will help me sign up for sea sports! thanks so much for the trouble! i love u gals!! meet u all after u all sign up sea sports!! loves!! =)
ezah seems upset today. dun be. i think i can figure wat went wrong.. u always have us my dear!! =)

joyce dearie!! u're my sweetie pie! nydc awaits us! loves! =)
procrastinated. 9:59 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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>song.

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