the hidden secrets.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

lack of sleep..
portugal lost...
that irritating penalty kick...
not gonna watch finals... i happen to not support both italy and france..
hais...
IS day is always relaxing, i like. =)
met yvette, it's been some time since we talked. i miss her i realised.

had a bad day. HAD.

he's like so sweet. he really is... at first he told me he would come to the booth to support.. ok, i mean he didnt promise, but he said see first. and he never had disappointed me if he could.. but he msged me and said that he's at blk 50 and he's tired to walk so far... and then he told me he is gonna be busy this evening he cannot accompany me to west mall M1 customer service centre. i was disappointed. i dunno why did i send him something so attitude. i replied him: nvm.

ok, after sending it i think i just gave an attitude to him.
he didn't reply anymore.
in my mind, i was thinking, guys wouldnt be as sensitive as girls, so he wouldnt think that i am angry anyway.. i mean, not angry, but disppointed.

5pm... after lesson, was sitting at blk 56 to try and settle the IS experiment thingy...
he called.
i picked up and he asked where am i...
then i said i'm at 56, y??
he asked if i'm still going west mall. i said yes.
and then he came over...
he told me he's meeting his fren at aljunied at 8pm. omg! that is like far and how come the fren meet so late?? he didn't say he changed the timing with his friend just to meet me. but i know. cos he stumbled when i asked how come his fren meet so late!!!
then he told me: i haf spare time now so i go with you lor..
and i got a little angry... so i said to him he can go home, he don't haf to go like as if i forced him to..
then he smiled. his smile never fail to make me happy, well, from the smile i knew he changed the timing. and i felt rather happy.
then on the bus, he joked and teased: somebody angry with me sia...
i felt embarrssed and i denied... then he said he could feel from the sms i sent earlier on.
ok, i dunno. but i felt that was sweet. cos i thought he wouldnt be sensitive enough to feel it?
well, i dunno.. i really dunno...
i'm just happy. i got the feeling of being pampered and loved? =P

he don't want me to meet HIM to get the steamboat stuffs... i dunno why.. was thinking anyway bear would be there, but he strongly hinted that i should just go home after work tmr and not meet them at plaza. hmmm... y do u care? lols.

he promised to bring me to suki sushi next thurs... =)
thanks for always being there whenever i needed it. i appreciate you detouring from clementi to bukit batok then to aljunied.. thanks piggie! loves... =)

erms. saturday!!! everyone's gonna have a gathering on saturday.. it's darlingsss day again!! and we're gonna watch recycle!! hurray!! i cant wait to see YAN darling!! and i miss EZAH!!!!

saw this book at popular just now... omg! i'm gonna get it when i get my pay...~ 1,000 places to visit before you die. oh man!! i hafta get that book! lols. =)

i really love my darlingsss... and i'm kinda feeling life taking on the better side... xia.ezah.xian.xia.bear.turtle.cherry. many many!! hees. simply love!! u all love sotong also rite??? muackies!! =)

thanks the toes also.. camen.jas.sam.erika. thanks my sugars!! always there when i need help in sch work. thanks erika sweets!! she helped me a great loads for my ec!!! i love u girls loads!! muackies!! =)

where is joyce dearie??!

for many many reasons, i can also be a happy girl. =)

procrastinated. 7:32 AM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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