the hidden secrets.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i've got an answer out of everything after sooo long of guessing.
'a very very good fren'
indeed.
i dont see the reason to be sad for this answer.
but, it just hurts.
i dunno.
suddenly i feel like crying.
hahahahs.

'sometimes when frens get too close it's hard to haf the kind of special feeling.'
*ouch*
but it's ok.
think this marks the start of getting a new life?
i should indeed start to get something more realistic.
perhaps, i just wouldnt get love.
eventually, i'm still unwanted.
after all.

i don't blame him though. who would haf that kind of special feelings for me?
joycie should start to get a life and stop holding someone back.
get a life! =)

i still have my darlings&dearies&sisters my jeerin, my cuzzies and my family.
perhaps, that would always be all that i have.
procrastinated. 9:41 AM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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