the hidden secrets.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

when i recieved the call, i knew my face turned pale. i don't like hearing news like that. especially when it's my grandma. i have phobia of receiving a phone call and i hafta rush to the hospital. she's admitted. her condition is still not diagnosed yet. sometimes, i really have to say that singapore hospitals are so slow i think when the doctors come to attend to any patients, they would have already been suffering more than they should.

tomorrow i have to wake up very early in the morning to rush to the hospital before work. and i have to go after work as well. i just pray that she is gonna be well. she's the only pillar left in my life. i will just have to tell myself that everything would be fine. everything will be just fine.....

people whom i love always stay by me, like always. they never fail to give me words of encouragement, and they nver fail to make me feel secured.
thanks my darlings, ezah,xian,xia. =)
and you, zhang yingtao. thank you very much. every word, every gesture, everything. thank you for assuring me u'd be there no matter wat. thank you for making me feel i will have you always. i'm more than grateful, because u need to know, u never fail to make me feel more than calm. u're my solutions when i fluster, ur msges, ur calls, meant everything to me. thank you. he asked if i had enough money to take cab down, if not i could go get from him first before i go anywhere. he looked into my eye and told me everything would just be fine, and giving me the strongest assurance that he'd always be there.

-yet again, all these made me even more confuse, it's all so clear yet not. i don wan to make myself think it's the way i think but u're making me think it is. quietly u'd always make me feel ur presence.-

to my dearest sister and cuzzies: ah ma will just be fine. she'd stay strong for us, cos we all noe she loves us very much.
procrastinated. 6:46 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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