the hidden secrets.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

well, i got a half day off today.. actually should be MC whole day but i went to work anyway.. hahas. hmm.. my Liaison Officer (Mrs. Koh Cheng Mun) is a really nice lady i would say.. i used to think she's a very weird lady.. but she's really nice.. when she heard that i was really so sick without voice, she got so worried.. hahas. and she actually checked my profile and realised i fall under the category of financial crisis but i didn't register for financial aid.. she's so worried i won't have enough money for the period of attachment.. she says i could call her if i need money.. how nice. =) anyway, Jane told me she's been asking the finance department to give me my pay, but the lady is too busy.. hahhas.. my managers are really nice people.. she helped me said loadsa good words for me during my teacher's assessment... and she wants me to treat her if i get AD for my attachment.. hee hee.. a treat ain't a problem.. my colleagues are just too sweet, giving me the support throughout the day.. especially ning, des and aldrin. thanks people. =)

tmr is meeting joyce dearie day!! =) and yuhong might come along as well.. he's been really nice these days, words of concern and smses of care. take good care of ur throat too dude! =) dinner tmr! *it's gonna be a real weird combi with yingtao, joyceS and yuhong..!* but it's ok.. it's people i would love to dine with, and i don have much time to meet everyone on different days.. hees.. =)

i wanna say openly and declare this openly that zhang ying tao is the bestest man on this whole entire world. yes, he isn't gentle. yes he isn't lovey dovey. yes he doesn't say sweet words. and yes he always seem to be bullying me. but i still wanna say he's the bestest man. he came down to sengkang all the way from clementi just to have dinner with me. isn't he sweet? because i'm too sick to travel too far? no, i can still travel to kallang to work half day and come home. thursdays and fridays have become days we meet and it's like a needless to say thing? i dunno.
he said: haiz sianz someone sick. actually wanted to ask her to dinner.. now cannot le.
me: who?
him: you la!
me: ooohh.. still can meet la.. woodlands or town?
him: no la! i won't make u travel de.
me: huh? den u wanna come sengkang ah?
him: ok lor.. sengkang then sengkang
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.the conversation continued till.
me: u take mrt la.. fastest...
him: don wan.. mrt must cross the bridge from school very ma fan..
me: haiyo.. come sengkang no matter wad way also ma fan de.. i meet u at woodlands la k?
him: don wan.
me: then?
him: i take mrt to sengkang lor.
me: but must cross bridge leh...
him: then cross lor.. who call u, this da xiao jie so ma fan...

*** well, i really felt happy. i dunno y. ***
and yups.. he really traveled all the way here just to eat dinner with me. and yups... we are so 'lucky' we met my mum. and he's so lucky she smiled to him. ok.. like... the first time in dunno how many decades that i see her smiling.
anyway, the point is, thanks my dearest. =)

tmr is results day. allow me to say, that im really scared. and im really worried i may flunk IEF. help! im getting panick attacks by the tot of failing it. hais.. but well, getting worried now is useless already.. tmr is results day. if fail, the most retake lor.. and im starting to worry if i did ok for all other modules. hais. im a full time worrier now. help!

-i could spend my life, in this sweet surrender... i could stay lost in this moment, forever... every moment spent with u, is a moment i'll treasure.... don't wanna close my eyes... i don't wanna fall asleep, cos i miss u.... and i don't wanna miss a thing... cos even when i dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, cos i'll still miss u.....
u don't have to be mine to make me feel this way... cos i can feel u deep in my heart-
procrastinated. 5:48 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


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