the hidden secrets.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

the usual disgusted feeling i get from that irritating lady whom so happens to be my 'mother'. her rantings on how my family wronged her. how we are not her daughters. when i turn 21, i will leave and yes, we will REALLY be non-related to u bitch! one day when u learnt the truth, u'll regret for ur life. and when u regret.. no amount of apologies and regret will make up to wad rubbish u used to say about all of us. i fucking hate u to the core.

i can't wait for next week to come.. and so i can have my regular meetings with my frens.. and forget all the pains and woes i would face at home. erms. not a home.. i mean.. well.. nvm..

to my darlings: next weekend would be a better weekend.. let's go for a swim or canoe!! okays??

-yet again u made me melt. each and everytime when i think that nothingness would eventually be the answer to my everything, u would say something to make everything seems miraculous again. u apologised that u can only tell me to tolerate. u said there's nothing u can do except to lend me ur shoulders and be my punching bag.. u told me u'd be my rubbish collector... actually.. all these words are enough to make me feel ur presence whenever i needed someone to hear my woes. thanks once again, my dearest mr rubbish collector. =)-
procrastinated. 8:38 AM

>philosophically me.

joycie
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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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