the hidden secrets.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

today i was just doing whatever i was doing yesterday, and yes i did worse than yesterday. remember i mentioned i did 100 names? i did only 85 today. i know this is bad. but u all know what? it is really tedious? and it is quite tiring. at times when i really feel like dosing off, i just wander off. to other's blogs, to tagging other's boards, to friendster and my lappy has this very evil program that made me sinful. the picasa. i could see all the pictures from serve cambodia'2005 to touch 2006 to redang... and then i have all the time and pleasure in the world to decorate them, made piles, grids and more. hahhas. sorry, i was just too big a slacker.

allow me to say that i realised i miss gayathri soooooo muchie? meet me? pls? loves. =) thos jc days came flowing into my mind again? like flash backs of a movie. i miss all of u dears. gayathri, jegan, sathiya, sherfeeq & many more... if i had a choice back then, i wouldnt have quit school and left u guys. ='(

was talking to lynn asking her for opinions on which major to choose. she said service management would be much better than any others. which i kind of feel so too. entrepreneur is not my cup of tea. marketing is just gonna be so tiring and taxing and i don need that kind of stress. HR or service? i dunno. time to think hard though.

i went to watch john tucker must die with yingtao today. perhaps i was way too tired, i din really find that the show was utterly good? i dunno. plus my mind was kind of occupied with all other things except to sit and relax the show. for the very first time, we didn't exactly talk very much. it was just plain meeting, eating dinner, to the show and home. it was like a one way communication today, he was doing the talking i was doing the smilings. don't ask me why. probably, the thought of wanting to let go is much stronger than anything else. perhaps, being the besties that we were once were, and always will be is the best. =)

just like what me and ezah darling had concluded, we might just be left on the shelves and *touch wood* if by the age of 35 and we are still single n available, then we would share an apartment and live happily ever after. backpacking and travelling, ding things that only singles get to enjoy.. hahahhas! but of course, we also agreed to be god mums for ours kids. hahahs! on hindsight, it's not a very far fetch topic to talk about. we are freaking turning 20 or 21 soon, and time will just start to fly from there.
darlings, no matter what we do, just know that WE stand by each other. always always know that we are here for one another. to my darlings, sometimes, things just don't go the way we want to, but trust in this: everything takes time, and everything may just be a blessing in disguise! loves!! =)

zZz. good nite.
procrastinated. 7:47 AM

>philosophically me.

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>dar-links.

Jeerin.
xia darling.
ezah darling.
pauline.
Joyce Dearie.
Sister Qiz.
Sister Samantha.
Persis.
Belle.
Phionna.
CheryL.
QiuYan.
Michi.
Stefanie.
Syaz.
Serve Cambodia [official].
Serve Cambodia [informal].
Gayathri.
Jasmine.
Camen.
Samantha.
Erika.
Kathie.
LohWC.
LimWC.
Jenny.
Thong Kiat.
Jocelyn.
Dzul.
Kim.
ZhenYao.
JiSheng.

>loves.

jeerin.cuzzies.family.
darlings.
him.
illogical cuckoos.
lesley six.
FHCC.Stonage.
all the kids in FGAC.
Cambodia.
the toes.
GR2.
philosophy.travel.
sea sports.music.
sea.sun.sky.

>rants.


>credits.

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